Alter Ego 09 Drawing

Only in Imagination, in the creativity dimension, one can experience total freedom and through it, one can find him or herself again and again. My alter ego, my other self, is a destructive person, aggressive, ugly, dirty. She is not afraid to dance all naked, to jump, dash and scream. She has no morality and abides by no rules. She strides with big steps and holds the world in her arms just as it is. I like her, but I'm afraid to show her... it happens only in the evening, after work hours and all social engagements. Society, circumstances and family are those which define us as persons and values, but who we really are? Who am I and how I should deal with my inner conflicts, the loss, the stress, the frustration?! They say our biggest enemy is our ego. To protect ourselves from the outer world we distort the reality and it begins to show itself as part of us or to live a parallel life.