The last look at a loved one Drawing

I am musician and artist, was born at 1999 At the age of 9, I began studying at an art school, where I had a special bias for music. Drawing did not go beyond childhood hobbies, but it undoubtedly gave some positive emotions At the first time having met abstractionism and modern art in general, it made a somewhat strange impression on me, which I did not attach much importance to at the beginning. After that, the idea of trying to do something myself, which I told friends, crossed my mind. And they gave me a canvas, which was very unexpected and pleasant, and I decided to try. Initially, this was conceived as a one-time pastime, but working with colors brought me great pleasure, after which after a while I decided to write another picture. So I discovered the world of modern art, it was unexpected, but very interesting and pleasant In my works, whether it be paintings or music, I express some longing for past times. It is no secret that we live in a relatively difficult time and I am not even talking about a pandemic that has only worsened the situation. I am trying to regain the spirit that accompanied us some 10 years ago - a spirit of fun, naivety, calm, hope for the best, that we can change the whole world. This is even a kind of mission that I assigned to myself - to restore the spirit of the past, no matter how stupid it sounds.