"Exposure" Painting

Recently I wondered what I could do to feel alive, excited, challenged, curious, less afraid. What is the deep sense of joy for me? How would I fell that the days pass with a true meaning? The answer came easily, without any fear: painting. So, I decided to listen to my soul and I started to play with colors, lights, emotions. I started to slowly learn to leave control aside, to forget about fears, about the exhausting self-consciousness. I started painting. Allowing myself to fell sadness, joy, love, vulnerability, happiness, hope, empathy, things started to make sense. Exploring all these emotions, getting lost in the process, learning from mistakes, seeing something new and different every time and enjoying every moment in my studio became my new purpose. And I love it :). I love to create forms of art made out from my emotions, from my deepest feelings. I love to express myself through painting.