Grannies in my head Painting

I still experience difficult relationships with the older generation, I still cannot get rid of the attitudes that my parents, aunts, uncles, grandparents gave me. And even realizing that their experience and their wisdom practically do not work in the 21st century, it is difficult to remove this "babushka" from your head, because it has grown over the years. ⠀ I conceived this work in the summer of 2019. She finished the sketch in the summer of 2020. Completed work for the new year 2021. For a year and a half, a lot has already changed, but sometimes I hear the voice of my grandmother in my head, who says “be content with little, be patient, everyone’s like that, they weren’t rich, there’s nothing to start” and simply refuse to believe these words. I DO NOT WANT.