I feel you Painting

We’ve lost some amazing people to their own demons the last few months. The series I am currently working on is an embodiment of my own struggles facing down various demons, my own anxiety and depression included. I struggle to find something tasteful and meaningful to write as a tribute; the only thing that seems fitting is, “I feel you.” Reading the sea of comments to the tune of “she had all the money and all the fame”, really shows how little people know about anxiety, depression, and just the general struggle of existing in this world sometimes. Anxiety and depression do not care whether you're rich or poor, black or white, woman or man, or anything in between. Mental health isn’t black and white. Sometimes it’s extremely grey and we don’t even realize we are struggling with it. It can manifest as cloudiness, lethargy, self doubt, withdrawal and so much more. I created this piece as a tribute to Kate, in an attempt to do my part to raise awareness. She was amazing. Though her accomplishments speak for themselves, what was happening on the inside didn’t/couldn’t and will never get the chance to, but, I feel you. I forget who the comedian was but he said something that has resonated with me. It goes something like, “someone asked me what it was like finally becoming famous and I said 'it sucks'. And they asked why and I said, 'because no one asks how I’m doing anymore. Everyone just assumes I’m okay'.” That is one of the most real and accurate things I’ve ever read. Be a friend, be real, acknowledge that life is hard sometimes and please, don’t just assume everyone is okay. Being real about our feelings can still be cool, I promise. “Half the Story” 36” x 24” acrylic and vintage paper on canvas.