Indifferent to nature Painting

When I was a little girl, a teenager and then a young girl I was painting all the time. I was also studying art and imagine myself as nobody else than a successful artist. But then my career totally had changed the track and I become a tv presenter. I plunged deep into showbussines. I was travelling the world and meeting all the A-list celebrities. The art world disappeared for me. Few years have passed and my two daughters were born. That was the first wake up call. I realized that if I had only couple of hours (or less) for myself I wanted to spend this time on something that wasr really meaningful for me. Funny enough it happened to be painting. But I still didn't believe that it was something that could make me satisfied. Both: financially and professionally. With two little girls and being an engaged mum I had to give up my TV career and started looking for an occupation that could easily fit in in my busy family life. Was trying different things. A lot of different things. But nothing made my happy. There was always a moment when I realized that I was missing something. Something that was true to myself. Doing all those different things, even TV, I never felt 100% myself. I had to live my life and experience a lot to realize that my truth is were it was always. In my heart. In my imagination,. In my creativity. It was always inside. Just rejected and replaced. So here I am. Back to myself. Honest and happy, and painting again. With all my amazing life experience. Because life is a circle. And my life is a HYPNOCIRCLE.