Lobo Painting

With your feet on the ground and your hands in the stars I like to inhabit the feeling of non-certainty regarding a result, In those moments I delve into a state of total detachment, the absolute enjoyment of the action of love, a giving and being without expecting consequences, sometimes I have blamed myself for being so open with the habit of dwelling in that way, but I find the present very warm and friendly and I end up finding the grace to live fully in a sometimes hostile context. A few years ago, and very little by little I got into this habit, at first the new sensation was strange to my brain and not knowing how to describe in words what was happening to me on a psychological, emotional and physical level. On a psychological level, I entered a state "out of nowhere": this state of tranquility and silence of the metal voice. Recognizing peace if we could call it that, led me to a well-being of sensory body sensation throughout my body, my breathing was slower, but at the same time deeper, I felt that I rested all my senses being awake. By little I incorporated the routine, I started for about 1 hour and then well... 4,5,6... hours, exit and enter, ... That's what made me get closer to the act of painting, than wanting something or good... Opinions that I know... I deeply feel a state that today continues to be my best containment in an existential state. Emotionally — and my body relaxed and very calm with my thoughts, reflections of pleasant past memories, images, words, contexts come to my head... And the future, the future very confident that everything will turn out for me better to be and live. I enter into such absolute confidence that no mistake that I will surely continue to live, will be to learn and laugh later... Bodily, it is inevitable that when I conceive the previous states my body is and feels a perfect harmony, without pains, without tensions, without disgust of myself, I enter into acceptance even that which is not venerable for my superficial judgments, I no longer enter into approval or disapproval, it is already a state of giving thanks because I have my body to be able to observe, looking, listening, hugging, touching, smelling and well the sensory that makes us live happier... Putting this into words makes me recognize once again that what is really significant in my life more than the utilities or where I can contribute is the detachment from everything including the consequences.