My weight loss journey Painting

I still can't find myself as an artist and I doubt that there is such thing, so I work in different styles all the time, trying to be like someone else. I've been drawing since the age of 5, finished an art school for children, but never really enjoyed drawing. That is why my works might look a bit unfinished. I do it because I like to be praised and get compliments, or just some likes on instagram. It also creates a certain image of me, like some kind of cool artistic girl. And of course it distracts me very well from the constant hunger that I feel due to being on diet most of the time.