Please look precisely Painting

I examine the central question: How can biographical experiences in patriarchal capitalism be translated into physical performative borderline experiences and into an artistic language? When the viewer stands in front of the painting "PLEASE LOOK PRECISELY", he must expose himself to it, the naked female body, which is always also part of the desire to look, desire, perversion, indignation and aversion. It is important to me that my painting makes a shift from pornography. Through precise self-observation and analysis, I seek confrontation with our collective perspective. I am interested in the authentic feeling of the recipient. What reactions and why? How do we actually look? "If, according to Lacan. If we infer certain perceptions - such as black skin, female body shapes or worn rags of homeless people - with quasi-automatic normative meanings, our capacity to act must appear to be very limited. Even in the event that we were able to perceive the world through a different grid of representation, what we "saw" would continue to determine the social context from the camera's unassailable position as a viewing regime.