"but when we arrange everything nicely it will be nice" Painting

To gain that feeling of comfort with uncertainty I love to experiment on a different fields of arts to tell a story. Stories from my life, memories and subconscious. Everything is like a dream or illusion to me. Play of forms, energy which I try to capture. Throughout the creating process I observe a plot of my mind. Projects are after images of dying storylines which I let go. I surrender to a process that is very often a ritual of healing emotions. From an early age I have always had this question, "who am I ?". My inspiration comes from the urge for self growth, that is why I refer to mysticism, shamanism, quantum physics - psychomagic - learning about the mind and body and spirit connections. I discovered how we are conditioned and unaware of our behaviors and where they came from. It's like being in a loop or in a hamster wheel - in a circle of repeating patterns. I am using patterns in some of my work to depict this phenomenon. Grażyna Wikierska, born in Poland in 1978 and currently live and work in Somerset, England.