Wave after Wave Print

I've lost the light of my soul-almost- completely due to major life changing events. I felt like I fell into darkness deeply, in a place where there isn't a spark of light. consumed by darkness, my soul ached. I could feel the pain inside my chest horribly like I was eaten from the inside out by a hungry black hole in a feeding frenzy mode. Beautiful meditative visions turned into blackness, Nothing! "But you're the one with the love & light, you're the light of the universe, remember!" -In an attempt to revive a dead soul but again nothing. A lot of inner work had to be done but all the techniques, meditations, spells I'm used to are not working, I had to try something new. I needed to bring the darkness out to create space for the light to flow through my soul again. It took a lot of courage to put my soul out there again. Naked with all its flaws, chaos and darkness, seeking light like a blind. I put it into the canvas, I screamed, punched, sighted and sweated it out in each brush stroke. Taking a step back and looking at it brought a shiver into my head. It felt like I've extracted every particle of my soul to the divine light at the end of the dark tunnel to purify it and so it did. I feel clear, the noise is gone. To be continued... Vol. II - In this one the voices returned so strong, almost like a flood, with two clear main voices, one i soft, gentle and encouraging the other is sarcastic, harsh and violent and as painting is my remedy, I'm back to the canvas. with an intent to bring them both out with every word they speak, Voice 1 in white strokes, voice 2 in black strokes. When all was said and done, in the middle of the mind chaos, stood still the Naked Soul... Vol. III In Love bombing days I captured the beauty of the beautiful town where I used to live "Dahab" and its people all driven to the full moonlight to get their souls cleansed.