“T, L, C.” - 02 Drawing

My art is not just a form of expression, but a lifeline that has helped me navigate the turbulent waters of chronic pain and post traumatic stress disorder. It is a tool that I've used in my darkest moments, steering me away from several suicide attempts. Every piece of artwork I create embodies the physical and mental suffering that led to its creation, an expression of my innermost struggles. Through my art, I've found a way to channel my pain and transform it into something beautiful. It is a cathartic process that allows me to confront my demons and create something that not only speaks to me but to others who can relate to the struggles of living with chronic pain and PTSD. Suicidal ideation is a constant battle that I face, but art has had a profound effect on me. It has given me a sense of purpose and an outlet for the turmoil that rages within me. Every line created, every shape formed, is a reminder that I am not alone in my pain. My works are a constant outpouring of pain and suffering, both mentally and physically. Each piece was created during the time of extreme suicidal thoughts that have, on several occasions, resulted in actual suicide attempts. Embedded within each of my artworks are genuine, near-fatal outcomes. These haunting experiences have left indelible imprints on my art, serving as a testament to the raw and unfiltered nature of my creative process. They reflect not only my resilience but also the gravity of the battles I've faced. Through my art, I offer a glimpse into the profound struggle that often goes unnoticed, aiming to shed light on the depth of human pain and resilience in the face of it. I do strongly believe that art has the power to heal and inspire. Through my work, I hope to raise awareness about the challenges faced by those living with disabilities, while also celebrating the resilience and courage of those who continue to thrive in spite of them. My hope is that my art can serve as a beacon of hope for others who are struggling with their own battles. That it can show them that there is a way to find beauty in the midst of pain and that there is always a reason to keep fighting. Ultimately, what I create is a direct reflection of my own journey and the lessons I've learned along the way. It is my hope that through my work, I can inspire others to find their own inner strength and embrace the beauty that can be found in even the darkest of moments. The journey continues……… Fozzy