Choice not to choose Painting

Reality is just a concept. Our minds desperately trying to figure out at least some sense out of it, yet there is none because the idea of "sense" or "meaning" is no more than another concept created by our minds. All the answers we're seeking are shivering from fear in the deepest parts of our being. So I let my subconscious do all the work. Observing, perceiving, reflecting. Art is a language in which my brain processes all the incoming information, so I am in constant search of people who are equipped to grasp this language and translate it into one of their own.