VIEW IN MY ROOM
United Kingdom
Collage, Paper on Cardboard
Size: 11.5 W x 15.8 H x 0.1 D in
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Paint, paper, cardboard, masking tape, ink, pencil on paper - This rather sombre number - made in the summer of 2011 - at the time expressing my heartbroken and furious feelings of being betrayed towards a certain person. She sadly prophesied she would end up dying alone and was unable to feel..... hence the title. It is not a good feeling to discover via social media - 2 months after she said she was 'not ready for a relationship', but still snogging you and allowing you to pay for things - knowing you love her (but trying to be a gentleman - and aware of how fragile she was feeling)........that they are now going out with someone - someone she had been trans-Atlantically shmoozing - while you are unable to function (even speak!) while in the throws of a severe illness - and being told it was your fault for not communicating. OUCH! I really did this for myself as a sort of cathartic, 'thought collage' round a painting of 'the final straw' on THAT holiday that lead to my collapse....... I have never met someone so nice...yet.....alone and unable to deal with her 'stuff' - thus trapped in a bubble of aloneness, denial, and pretend - being 'jolly'........(and I suspect being with rather emotionally limited men). I can talk - I spent many years doing the same (with women) - I rather allowed myself to let her dump her 'stuff' on me as I thought that was what she needed at the time. So some fault for being a doormat and 'unmanly'. Wherever YOU are....I do hope you found the emotional intimacy - and acceptance - you so craved - rather than someone who'll just look after you as you can't be alone (or who you have to look after more like!) - And before you deny it - how long has it been since you were really single? (the 9 months you didn't go out with me doesn't count) - I think it is nearly 30 years - since I met you I have basically been alone for 36! - I wonder why?. You are forgiven, but I will tell it as it is - I was a psychiatrist who dealt with damaged people - and I have forgiven myself (equally damaged too). I learned from you not to be a doormat - trying to be too kind ends up in heartbreak - and repeats the earlier experiences of abuse. So thank you in a weird sort of way (not 'all good') of being so 'taking' and needy - through your own pain - that I was finally able to break MY own damaging cycle of being (ab)used. I have added the 'hopefully not....!' as love endures beyond the hurt. I now feel able to share it (the picture and the 'process').
Original Created:2011
Subjects:Love
Collage:Paper on Cardboard
Original:One-of-a-kind Artwork
Size:11.5 W x 15.8 H x 0.1 D in
Frame:Not Framed
Ready to Hang:Not applicable
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A chum 'borrowed me' to practice his photography - so here are some images. ........ A hobby became - rather surprisingly another occupation, after I went part-time from my consultant psychiatrist job and devoted more time to THIS . As I worked in a 'proper job' 2 days a week my ability to do exhibitions is limited, but have stuff up locally around Cheltenham in bars and offices. Mainly self-taught, but I go to classes at the excellent and very jolly Cheltenham Fine Art (CFA) School (recommended). No nonsense artist - paints etc because fun and people like my stuff. Hate 'esoteric/enigmatic' types. Anyone can shoot me if I ever say 'my art challenges perceptions' etc. Work from home studio 'Helios House' (silly but I like it name). Have painting on 4 continents, so feel slightly international. Sell via this website and word of mouth, but like many have to eat baked beans and do odd jobs to supplement income. Just thought I'd put stuff on this sight to see if I can eat less of the beans! Comments and requests always welcome (as long as constructive criticism!). Toodle Pip!
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