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Full Circle Moments! Drawing

Lavinia De Ayr

United Kingdom

Drawing, Pencil on Paper

Size: 4.6 W x 6.5 H x 0 D in

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A Short Man With a heavy fringe Stands near what was my front door Blowing through a straw Harmlessly intimidating What for? When a sensation of tightness, and almost being able to breath takes me over! A cafe stocks straws and much more! A young man basks in the Thursday sunshine under a private estate tree! Awnings keep the shade in As a rather tall young man descends, and flees Worried about the escape of somebody? As another man waiting Faithfully attending his job locally But, does he have the answer to a mystery? On a private estate Despite being divided up between Private, and social housing residents You are supposed to live quietly, and peacefully A communal garden has its separate supposedly private parts Whilst one neighbour lives quietly, and to themselves The other cannot help but trespasser into their neighbours private garden area! What is to be asked again, and again.....nothing? Still set in Social Housing Having experienced a specialty-priority due to the experience of stalking in regards to being allocated a relocation to a different area, and property unfortunately only to re-experience the same thing, at times to a greater extent and intensity! Brings up a question of allocation theory! Same behaviour of different people in different locations suffering from the same type of behavioural problems? A lifestyle of pretty much work and home provokes? Or is it stirred? Corrupted systems? The ability to get amongst people who work in the system and create revenge for particular tenants? People who have been stalked Often find that they end up being stalked a multiple of times, and not always by just one individual! How is that possible? Especially, if legally reported, correctly? Is it possible for someone stalking someone in a social housing environment to manipulate the system to be able to live next too, or close by the individual they are stalking? In an allocation system which is set out to fair. Choice based, and intended to help those who need it! Question is here You deal with the challenges of where you are living, and the life circumstances you are dealt with gratefully! Unless you are a celebrity which is not an excuse for anyone to stalk regardless of how well known, or successful a person is they have a right to privacy! But, unless you are in the limelight, or well known. It is more than likely you may not know what it is like to be under constant scrutiny and attention at all times for no apparent reason other than another man, teenager, woman's obsession! An obsession which will consume the time of the person obsessed Which will render evidence Contacts if they recruit people as part of their obsession Social Media audiences If they have an entertainment tactic to their obsessive stalking antics Witness are the people they use to help them target the individual they are obsessed about Fuel receipts etc It takes a concerted effort to stalk or keep up a campaign of harassment against someone! Depending on the resources of the obsessed person they may claim they are protecting the very person they are hurting! Life can feel equally obsessive in the fight to get free of the constant creations, of those who pursue! You want to stop But, the incidents and need to heal Keeps on coming up! I am very lucky, and grateful I have a process, and a way to keep on bring up, and processing the strangeness of the experiences, I experience. Things which will not only be time consuming to try to convey in an official legal report. But, at times very difficult to prove to be what it is, and where it connect too, and the harm it is intended to do! It can be humiliating to even bring up, as something offensive, and painful. It has helped me to illustrate the mind games. My way. As I feel it. All jumbled up, and fragmented in split scenes. I have been able to move on within Social Housing! Full Circle Moments! An experience which started with on Social Housing Landlord Escalated under that same landlord Changed when I moved to a different landlord Almost tried to become just as intense again As I came back under the same Landlord again! It can be very difficult to get a photograph of evidence Then somewhere in the muddles of knowing you have been, or are again being stalked is normal life with an interrupt. It beggars questions Is it that you cannot move on? Or is that they just keep finding you, and turning up around you? What is so acute about their illness that they cannot stop? To stop! Just Stop! Stop! Stop! Stop! Stop! Stop! Stop! ^ In the presence of my own failings! Dear God! Let me be Free! ^ Natural Flowism ^ A Freedom of Being! ^ Selah! ^ Amen! ^ Free! ^ Thank You for my Healing! ^ I am so Thankfully, Gratefully, Blessed! To repent, and surrender! To the Forgiveness Life is! ^ Selah! ^ Yahweh! ^ Amen! ^

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Drawing:Pencil on Paper

Original:One-of-a-kind Artwork

Size:4.6 W x 6.5 H x 0 D in

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Born in London. From kitchen table top, to connecting to the market place creating a hub of creativity. I have had the opportunity and privilege to live and experience many different area's in England and addresses in and around London, living in different social conditions, with a different set of challenges and joy's at each location. These experiences continue to be the biggest influence and inspiration for my work to date, inspiring imaginative impressions, which translate into expressions of fictional characters, and decorative designs. Whilst I did attend formal schooling, I did manage to achieve leaving secondary schooling without qualifications. Later gaining qualifications by investing in vocational training. I initially took up sketching to help me with clothes design, attending a local community college, it was a cheaper option as a young parent at the time. I come from a background of naturally creative people, where things like clothes were made without patterns, or any prior preparation for design. It was a time of instinctive survival, with a jump in and get it done way of living and thinking, learn on the go type of attitude toward life. Writing poetry plays the role of being my first point of creativity, it is a combination of free flow journal writing, "free flow" is a method of unblocking personal expression. Examples of this is the pen sketch and textile remnant journals, where poetry, meaningful sayings, and short messages meet. Expressing myself through writing journals, poetry, and even finding a way of writing threw creating an image, led me to explore painting as a further means of deeper self expression, exploration and release. What emerged is a spontaneous method of painting, composition admittedly is not a study in every piece initially, but emerges in the form of allowing a subject to develop in a space, in whatever form or position it takes. Coming from the era where Art was not seen as a proper job, taking that notion on - for a long time. I struggled to come terms with art as anything other than frivolity, despite being a creative. To understand my work further; The experience behind the creative process. Throughout my life as a child to present day I have been effected by the collection of behaviours known as Stalking. As a child and teen I witnessed others experiences.

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