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Whose Story Am I Really Telling? Pt 3 Drawing

Lavinia De Ayr

United Kingdom

Drawing, Pencil on Paper

Size: 4.6 W x 6.5 H x 0 D in

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To God! To Survive! ^ The Sport of Things? Pt 2 ^ Whose Story Am I Really Telling? This was like a silently terrorising Knowing somebody wants to violate you But for their pain and sick entertainment! It has to be experienced like a form of silent extreme terrorism, and a form of silent civil war? They done it? Then, realised what they had done? then, Panic? No ransom? Then the attack is on everyone? ^ It was a cold time I felt it like a real cold heartless form of paranoia Not that I was paranoid It was the feeling of the presence of someone who for many, many years to come was going to continually pick me to pieces, if they could! So much pain! Somebody in so much pain! Over you As an individual Who is only exercising the right to live! Live Doing the most normal of basic things! ^ Natural Flowism! A Freedom of Being! ^ Disclaimer: Fictional Face - resembles no one involved! ^ Thank goodness time has moved on, and I have forgotten exact month, and certain time details. ^ But, I remember this toilet scene At time thankfully I took to wearing a midi coat I pulled into the services to have a break and do the necessaries For some reason the toilet door would not shut You know when you just cannot help but get that feeling that you just walked into somewhere where something just wrong? Maybe it is just an empath thing When you walk into the room completely blank, and clear not thinking of anyone, or anything, nor feeling anything, then bam you are filled with a sense of fear, and nerves, the racing of thoughts, your imagination then becomes filled for no apparent reason! ^ Well, on this occasion I did not actually manage to expose myself. I manage somehow to hold the door shut, and get the job done! ^ However, what was really strange with a weird bunch of feelings was the two youngish looking guys. Dressed dark colours wearing straight yet loose fitting jeans, t-shirts, jackets, and trainers . Lingering and looking near the toilet door while making it look like they were looking a mags, and shopping in the services. But, what I found weird is how obvious their actions were. It seems almost comical and obvious in hindsight because this is a toilet scene, and if you have not been - you do rush in! But, this was like the living spite. The rush in appeared to be to remove the something which had jammed the door in a difficult position? I had been forced to come across these types before! ^ Press intrusion? Why would somebody who is completely unknown to anybody be subjected to invasion from the press, if that is the truth of what was going on? ^ Stranger things have happened! So, either I was being constantly accused of what someone else had done, and blaming me has allowed them to build on that and continue on? Or something else is behind what is still going on? And what does the emergence of 'swatting' play out in and amongst all that goes on? and what the planners want to bring on? ^ To keep an eye on! ^ To keep a check on! ^ Natural Flowism! ^ A Freedom of Being! ^ Selah! ^ Amen! ^ I am so thankfully, grateful, and blessed to repent and surrender to the forgiveness life is! ^ Somebody squeaks 'therapy' sounds like the sound of the voice box - can anybody take that? 10/06/2108/13:36!!!!

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Drawing:Pencil on Paper

Original:One-of-a-kind Artwork

Size:4.6 W x 6.5 H x 0 D in

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Born in London. From kitchen table top, to connecting to the market place creating a hub of creativity. I have had the opportunity and privilege to live and experience many different area's in England and addresses in and around London, living in different social conditions, with a different set of challenges and joy's at each location. These experiences continue to be the biggest influence and inspiration for my work to date, inspiring imaginative impressions, which translate into expressions of fictional characters, and decorative designs. Whilst I did attend formal schooling, I did manage to achieve leaving secondary schooling without qualifications. Later gaining qualifications by investing in vocational training. I initially took up sketching to help me with clothes design, attending a local community college, it was a cheaper option as a young parent at the time. I come from a background of naturally creative people, where things like clothes were made without patterns, or any prior preparation for design. It was a time of instinctive survival, with a jump in and get it done way of living and thinking, learn on the go type of attitude toward life. Writing poetry plays the role of being my first point of creativity, it is a combination of free flow journal writing, "free flow" is a method of unblocking personal expression. Examples of this is the pen sketch and textile remnant journals, where poetry, meaningful sayings, and short messages meet. Expressing myself through writing journals, poetry, and even finding a way of writing threw creating an image, led me to explore painting as a further means of deeper self expression, exploration and release. What emerged is a spontaneous method of painting, composition admittedly is not a study in every piece initially, but emerges in the form of allowing a subject to develop in a space, in whatever form or position it takes. Coming from the era where Art was not seen as a proper job, taking that notion on - for a long time. I struggled to come terms with art as anything other than frivolity, despite being a creative. To understand my work further; The experience behind the creative process. Throughout my life as a child to present day I have been effected by the collection of behaviours known as Stalking. As a child and teen I witnessed others experiences.

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