"Suicide" Drawing

Hey, I'm speaking to you personally. Here and now, even if at this very moment I'm asleep, drinking coffee and maybe I'm sad, or just breathing in the air with my lungs full, enjoying the beauty of the world around me. Don't have an art degree, I can't draw. I think that in order to paint a picture it's not necessary. Everything comes from the inside. I don't accept frameworks and I don't like conveyoriness in creativity. I like experimenting and exploring new sides. My freedom gives rise to art. In this game I follow my rules and Classical music, helps me keep pace during the creative process. Before any action or idea comes to life, I nurture it for a very long time, like a seed, it matures in my in my head. I visualize what I want to see in the end. Sometimes it takes a long time for an idea to germinate, but I wait, and only after that do I get to work. It is a classic of the genre to attach a description to the picture, not all of my work will have one. But I can say with confidence that my paintings are me, they carry all the emotions and experiences That overwhelm me, not only at the time of creation of a picture, but all that happens to me every day in life, it is an imprint of what you see at the end. Like a waking dream, a collection of places, events, emotions and experiences all rolled into one. Sometimes I can't understand what my paintings are about, just as everyone at times can't understand themselves. I am inspired by the world around me, by music and art. All works are single original works, like all of us, moving in the same direction and have already begun our only way forward. My name is Alexander Vynohradov, I am 29 years old and I live in Kyiv, Ukraine. Thank you.