Dream Painting

I am self-taught. I started to paint all of a sudden, after a dream of mine (......),I felt desperately wanting to buy materials and to express myself on the canvas. I preferred to use oil because I think this is a living material, so malleable as a clay, which gives me time to make mistakes and to improve. Since I 've started to paint, I suddenly change my mind of the truly meaning of what world is actually. It was feeling like I was reborned,when I saw clear. I've started to feel the mother nature, the wind's energy, the water's aura, the humanity. My desire is to transfer this magic of strength and beauty from within to canvas. Keep reading mythology, trying to understand Freoud Sigmoid and human nature, is feed of my thoughts. I think that I paint and when I 'm driving, and when I eat,and when I sleep, and when I communicate with other people. Deep inside, I already feel a much better person. In every single moment that I feel inside me this "tiny" God,or the Great Creator, or call it as you wish, I just start to paint. Nothing more.