Calm Painting

My name is Ivan Borodin. When I was a kid, I dreamed of being successful and famous. With age, I realized that success is a matter of self-perception, and I will only be able to feel the love of others when I learn to love myself. I allowed myself to be happy inside the moment and do whatever I wanted. I have always loved chaos and order at the same time, and this gave rise to the concept that “chaos is the highest degree of order.” CV I am 24 now. I and was born in Moscow, Russia. We discovered our love for art together with my elder sister. From the age of 8-9, I have studied painting and music. I have wonderful parents, they have always loved me in a special way as they believe the happiness of their children to be the greatest happiness of their own lives. When I was 16, I began to look for my place in this world and started up a business. I have done a lot of things, worked in many places, yet succeeded in a few of them. I have been looking for myself for more than 7 years, and I am still on my way. Yet, I know I am going to find my true vocation. One thing I know for sure is that I want to work in the world of art. Through my paintings and manifestos, I call for awareness and the search for happiness. I want people to never think of themselves as superfluous and unnecessary, I want them to never exchange their lives for trifles and busywork. Suffering and feeling helpless is what I hate. I believe living differently, without pain and fear, to be a matter of choice. This is not the finally shaped point of view, as I grow up and get older, with my views changing. Nothing in life is permanent. Maybe by the age of 50 I will say that nothing is meaningful, and by 60 I will find a meaning and a purpose, again. I want to be happy and I think there is nothing wrong with it. Each of us deserves to be happy, right? I'm tired of keeping my thoughts and findings to myself. I paint pictures. I am Ivan Borodin and I am an artist.