"Caution" Painting

I was born in Russia, in the city of Orenburg, in 1974. I started drawing early, before I could walk. It was my salvation, the ability to broadcast feelings, emotions, thoughts. Drawing was my anchor keeping me alive. Also early on, I developed an interest in the anatomy of the human body and in beauty in general. This is what fascinated me, attracted like a magnet. Even in early childhood, I fell in love with art nouveau style: book graphics, furniture, decorative and applied art. They were perceived by me as perfection created by people. These special interests formed in me by the age of five a conscious and balanced commitment to become an artist, in order to be able to share through the language of fine art the beauty that I see, the way I perceive it. Since the age of five, I have been waiting every day for the opportunity to pass the exams at the children's art school, and finally, this moment has come, and I managed to pass the exams and get a place in the competition of 15 people for a place. After graduating from the children's art school with honors, I managed to pass the quest for the second time and become a first-year student at an art school at the age of 14, having passed a competition of 25 people for a place. For me, fine art has become my life. I was unlucky to be born in a toxic family, which was exacerbated by increased emotional sensitivity due to Asperger's syndrome, which was confirmed after my emigration to Germany in 2000. Graphics and painting saved my life, and to this day they are a huge and significant part of my life. Now I am 47 years old, I have a beloved son, autistic, like me, two beloved cats, and I am fighting cancer.