"Four seasons. Winter." Painting

All unusual, unconventional and outstanding are very attractive to me. I am looking for paradoxical or contradictory way to expression because I believe that is way to describe true reality. Our thougdts, feelings, dreams, intentions are as real as our body. But what would mean body without them? Just a corpse.
Sometimes I imagine something but not all of image meanings are explained directly. All I feel that it is not faulse.
I draw and paint since childhood. In the time of youth I worked in a theatre as actor and partly as artist. I learned from my friends-artists more about technics of painting. For last 20 years I work as a graphic designer. This job is interesting and inspiring but creative process for advertising is limited by its own utility and pragmatism. That's why I felt I should return to oil painting. If my artworks inspire not only me I would say thanks to God.