Portret Painting

I paint because of a genuine necessity. After a life of travelling, collecting experiences and impressions, painting caught up with me and took over my days. With every new work I now follow the desire to give form to “something” that results in shapes and colours on the canvas. But what is this “something”? For me it is an insecure, fleeting yet very accurate sensation. I try to get as close as possible to an emotion, a fragile feeling, accompanied by the fear of going too far, undoing something of which I don’t really know what it is: maybe nothing, or a shadow, a touch of colour, a line? The moment I feel that completion has been reached, that the painting is there, that it is essential, comes naturally, or it does not come at all. I make preliminary studies before I start a painting. I assemble images over each other and give them a frame. Oil painting gives me the opportunity to give depth to the characters I bring to life, sometimes with humour, worry or reconciliation. The subconscious and the conscious, the abstract and the figurative intersect and meet in my paintings. Characters appear in a play of appearance and concealment, of figurative forms that are subsequently broken. A silhouette that seems recognizable at first dissolves to return to its world. It has arrived and is ready to go again. The characters seem familiar to us, as if our memory competes with our imagination. For me, this moving boundary between the known and the unknown, the near and the far, the figures and their faces, this long path in search of the unspeakable, is the expression of an inner world, my inner world. Copyright © 2020 Hilde Defuster. All Rights Reserved.