"To the light" Painting

I am a self taught painter , born in a small mining town located in the East of Ukraine. In the year 2000, I moved to live in Jordan i have been painting since childhood and I consider drawing something important for myself because by doing it I'm searching for my internal balance which represented as art therapy for me and my feelings and make reconciliation with our world after my mother passed away. I'm not trying to show the world as it is for that we have cameras. painting represent my feelings, every single painting shows something I felt and thought of, all painting was done Layer upon layer whenever I felt that I have something in my mind and felt about deep inside, I release those feelings and thoughts into it and when I feel that the paint is done, I feel empty and extremely tired.