"vale of avalon 1845" Painting

where to start ? born in buckhurst hill essex on august 30 1960. did not even think about doing art until lockdown in spring 2020, had done music for forty odd years, studied and practised astropsychology for ten years (also accepted into freemasons and golden dawn, plus exstensive intensive esoteric and magick education). wrote edited put together west ham football fanzine called "on the terraces" (also did two flexidisc records with adrian sherwood, tackhead and jah wobble), and sold my fanzines outside and inside football grounds following west ham home and away, for almost twenty years between 1988 and 2006. i considered this often risky business performance art, just as much if not more than anything lame artists like gilbert n george or yoko ono have managed in fifty years. i trained my breathing, how to make my voice loud and how to make it echo and revereberate off builldings. had to retire due to chronic osteo-arthritis. buggered sbout doing music again and editing videos for my you tube channel (search marc23133, but only a few remain). hard drive gave up as lockdown began, so satisfied creative itch by starting to paint. never had an art lesson, and never will. lack of money led to scouring local area for things to paint, but like idea of repurposing stuff (t shirts, hoodies, bed linen, ceramic tiles, polysttrene, and picture frames my favourites).