AURIT II Sculpture - Limited Edition of 8

IDEA: Grey, light grey, dark grey... If all this annoys me, only I know it, you'll see one day it'll make me go crazy and they'll lock me up in the hospital, I'll be calm, it'll be colorful and soft. They will take away my phone and someone else will talk to it and decide, green, red or maybe blue, I don't know which suits you, unfortunately, like me, you are still not colored. I'm here and I have to endure it all, maneuver around, hide from the sun and dress warmly in winter, I would change it but I don't have a deadline. Those in my head told me that I don't have to rush, that I don't have to decide now, that I can whenever I want, when I feel in my heart that the time has come, I feel sick from it, which means never! Relief mixed with anger because I don't have to decide today but I could, it always ends like this, tomorrow, tomorrow, I stopped counting the days. Generally, I don't complain, I'm used to it, that's who I am, I tell myself, it's my problem that I can't make up my mind, maybe I like it when I feel bad, when I feel uncomfortable, when something bothers me. Or maybe it's time to show everyone the middle finger. It's taking too long, I'm thinking about it, I'm walking around and I'm going to make a hole. Today I will do it... Now, nervously, I tentatively reach out my hand, touch my decision with my finger, hold my breath and see what happens. The color starts to seep through my fingers and into my body, I'm no longer gray. From the fingers of my hand I feel that I am changing, I am arranging myself, everything in my body and mind is becoming beautiful, I already have my own color. I'm no longer upset that another day has passed, I'm no longer worried that I won't make it. Now it's good, you just had to decide. No matter how smart or stupid, any decision is better than no decision at all. We are born naked and we can shape ourselves according to our own visions, not succumbing to the gray mass that does not always accept color, diversity and beauty...