Denying reality Print

1997, based in my bathroom. Hi Since I was boy, I've suffered and faced a lots of situations and problems such as family problems, money problems, education problems.. something made me depressed. So i always alone but I've inspired from that such as loneliness, depressive, violence and narcissism and also I've thought about the essential things about our world. Essence of our existence something philosophical thoughts. All of things which I felt or thought from my life have been my inspirations for my works. I inspired from myself. It can be say like that. I know I also just little foolish living thing which want to know about essential of universe but if I going to live on like this I could be make a smile when I face the death. Nowadays artist who called themselves 'artist', they think too easily about art and also they just use their works for the portfolio. They make their sketches, paintings, drawings even notes about their feelings or thoughts. So I feel they just do the art for their uni or something like own profits. I know and admire their passions but I want to say that passions is not for the essential of the art. Think about something new and creative things are also important to art but most nowadays artist focus on only that. That is just one side of the art... And also I think as the art can't be educated from other people because we live on in each individual universe. So you can't feel same things as others. To sum up, professors have no right to evaluate young artists works. I just want to show the world about essential of the art so even now I try to search that. You who have suffered, focus on my works and just have deep breath and feel yourself - 2019