Madonna in Brocade Omophorion Print

I created many icons in my life, but I did not show them because I was afraid of losing the love of the public, which appreciated only my demonic works. As I grew older, I decided that I would not do this again. I want to get rid of all the clichés and not depend on anyone, it's hard, but that's my nature. The history of this icon: I got materials for painting and the idea somehow appeared itself, looking at the format - there will be an icon. I want to paint an icon. I want to sum up the next result, to make myself a kind of exam. I sat at work for a long time, sometimes it seemed to me that someone was directing my hands, and sometimes I wanted to break my work in despair. The winter of 2022 was lonely, all the time I sat at home and painted pictures, dreaming that my situation would change. As a result, another icon was created by my hands. In order to distinguish them, I give them names by dress, size, or other details. Perhaps such pictures are born in the name of atonement for my atrocities and sins, as if I repent that I was unfair to people and to myself, and suddenly it will be credited to me. I do not help in any way, I do not give money to the poor and the sick, since I myself am already poor and sick. But at least I can do something good using my talent.