"Indian woman in a lotus flower" Drawing

As I was a little child, I was allways drawning in my room for hours, days and weeks. Because of my parents emigration I stopped drawning...after a long long time I was just drawning something nothing special on a A4 copy paper and my friend saw my work on the kithchen table, and she comments, why you stopped drawning? You have to pick it up and do something with it! And so I start drawing again. For some reason I love to work with markers, I think because of the colors they provide. When I start drawing, I first create some lines,circles than I start viewing the lines and my fantasie starts working and the collors ar pumping up in my head. Im allways working with my headphones/music and on the end off the road, my paper is full weeks / months later. I have a psychological thinking that the paper may not be empty.