Everybody's Tight Lipped pt 4 Painting

Woke up the Morning of the Twenty Sixth of January Twenty Twenty and had a memory flip Though I had completed a face I couldn't find in my mind the evolution which would change that face Nobody likes an older face Nan and Gran-dad are OK! But not me when I get in the workplace? Fear over the decision I might or might not make which isn't entirely out of place but it doesn't mean i'm entirely incapable either! And when i am not can you keep up with me? When i have lived through the era most copied! When i was there before crime was named as though it never originated in disease damage and disordered sickness! ^ Now that's out the way My memory comes into play Because each painted face of the same painting must have an evolution even though i forgot to stop and document each stage... Psychically woven Veils Not over faces Upon buses sitting Like a whirlwind my heads start spinning as she is looking! Yet i have never met this fictional face before neither shall i want to by all accounts! By pastures green As i walk from the walk it would have been years before thousand and fifteen When years before i created a design creamy fleecy looking design repairs as a trend at that time From the pool of who knew? Who continued to 'sow' the seed of follow you? Seventy six ex's or full blown something else of something? Everybody's tight lipped but why still after all this time! Natural Flowism A Freedom of Being! AUGUST 2021 Update A fictional face is just a fictional face to me. I start works never quite knowing how they'll turn out. But since creating this piece it just occurred to me it has created quite a stir. In fact just uploading to Saatchi Art has created reactions I had no idea that I should have expected. I began uploading here with little and confidence in the way I created. My portraiture is something I love to do, and that's all. I wake up and document faces sometimes by vision but more often than not by what I feel inside. Especially, as I negotiate trying to heal from being stalked only to create a face which unbeknownst to me may relate to someone who may exist? For me the emphasis of the piece relates to a piece of clothing I created in which the placement of the zipper was most important. The reason I updated this because for at the very least in the past 6 months intensely almost everytime I venture out there has been what seems to be an attempted on set of what looks like scooter bike riders who for whatever reason have a tendency to make some kind of deliberate motion toward me? So basically, painting to heal from already being stalked has created even more sub campaigns? Everybodies face come from a particular set and type whether we like it or not nature has a particular group and pattern for everyone a type or sub-type. Just as every artist has a basis they work from which either relates to something or nothing! But you would think stating clearly that your subject matter is about having experienced being stalked and abuse in a family context that that would be enough to see that you are left alone. Nooooooo! But that just goes to show how deeply rooted and very serious obsessive possessive jealous diseases and disorders are and the need to abuse another is! If I'm honest at the point of writing this I do not know what to say to those who become convinced a simply painting relates to them. Or to those who may have taking it upon themselves to find each face I've drawn or investigate my experiences which may have triggered further stalking events against me other than to be very careful about what you assume or who you think you can target? For those who think I'm sending people to find you or investigate you think again. Portraiture is what I live to do. Fictional face is my go to when I need to be stress free. Getting to the phase where I can create without it being about abuse is what I am aiming to do! Natural Flowism A Freedom of Being in peace love! ^

Painting:Watercolor on Paper

Original:One-of-a-kind Artwork

Size:4.7 W x 6.7 H x 0 D in

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