I wasn’t sleeping I didn’t cry Painting

Do you know a situation when somebody's falling asleep, but tries to look like he's not? Or when a tear twinkles in the eyes, but he will not say he's crying? Though it's not visible in the painting, I thought about it in process and a conversation came into my mind which I put into some kind of poem: what was your dream? when now I wasn’t sleeping why did you twitch then? I thought about something with closed eyes the trees with entwined roots forever until they dry out sucking each other’s sap like nuts? like gnats is that why you cried? I didn’t cry but was so sorry for those sad eyes of a lonely apple seller I saw passing by with a red bag like your cheeks? on his laps says a kilo I say ok I take it all for not to see his eyes again Text on the 148 x 210 mm foam board can be composed/attached near the painting.