Lost City Painting

meysa.vardeh I was born in Istanbul Turkey lived my childhood in Germany and Italy. Marred to Russian man, Lived in Damascus and Moscow now back to Turkey home sweet home. Deep inside in a hidden rooms where no one can look but me there are paintings I look at them and loose myself and time. In elementary school my biggest fear was holding a brush and paint. I held that fear until year 2015 and my journey of painting started, and it was amazing. I thank my best friend Rasha for her encouraging me to paint and the support of my husband and children. During my work I always had this feeling that I am not doing what makes me feel alive. I tried so many things traveled a lot in hope to find myself. And when I see some one paints I was loosing myself and the feeling of time. When I stared to paint in age of 26, it gave me the feeling of immortality and being free from all traditions and thoughts. When I buy painting I do not look at the price I only see true value of painting through feeling it gives me and how it takes my soul to journey to infinity. I believe in creation and imagination and there is no greatest creativity up on the true creator.