Male Nude, sitting, from behind Painting

Apart from the description below, which fits all nudes of this series of male nudes, this painting differs from the other as it is more figurative, although You might not find the figure immediately. Also there is hardly the use of black or grey (pencil). The vividness of this choice of colours may suggest strenghth, but...see the figure? This painting is part of a series of male nudes. I start not by the male image, but by covering the sheet with movements and signs implied in calligraphy. That is, from these painted signs I could form letters. Instead I repeat the gesture before a letter might turn up, and sometimes abandon the path of writing altogether. Then I might "scribble" with my paintbrush. Then I might leave the painting for one or several days. When I return to it, I begin looking for the male nude that lies within the signs. So sometimes the painting is started with a clear vision of what kind of male body I feel or want to know. Other times I have no idea to begin with, but, as I wrote above, I search and find for the male body. Ofcourse this sounds a bit as if it were all just happening, slightly by chance, but I actually envision something that is already there. One day maybe I'll be able to actually find such freedom as to paint something which I never intended to paint.