Multi Feelings Painting

"Multi Feelings" - the painting represents the nature of human psychology, where you have several feelings at the same time. This mostly happens during anxiety. We don't really know what we're feeling, our emotions are mixed up like images in the world. You may feel that you are divided into several parts and each part has a different emotion. The "Anx-Ray" (Anxious Ray) collection delves into my personal journey through panic attacks, showcasing the emotions and experiences I faced during this challenging period. Originating in 2020 during the COVID quarantine, these panic attacks arose from significant stress in both material and spiritual aspects of my life. Concerns about the well-being of my beloved pets and my own physical health further amplified the turmoil. Through this collection, I aim to foster understanding and empathy for individuals grappling with similar struggles. It invites viewers to connect with the emotions I experienced at that time, promoting a deeper appreciation for the challenges faced by others. The artworks within the collection portray a progression in size, reflecting the evolving nature of my journey. Smaller pieces convey intense pain and turmoil, while larger ones symbolize a shift towards positivity and acceptance. Colors emerge, signifying the path to healing. Notably, one piece features a woman in a blue dress, her smiling face shining amidst dark shadows representing anxieties. It embodies the realization that despite ongoing challenges, she has found happiness by embracing and accepting her struggles. This collection ultimately represents the transformative path towards recovery. The "Anx-Ray" collection comprises 22 works on canvas and 37 works on paper.