OUT OF CHAOS COMES ORDER 2000. Girl's Only Book. Drawing

Standing on her stony podium, she congratulates herself on her ability to have jumped here from the lower step, and her former self, in her final attempt to eradicate the unstructured pressure of her chaotic existence. In her mind,from the formless state of matter that was she, before she was born and released, it has been nothing but an unmitigated disaster. Murphy, with his Law, brought his own suitcase, influencing her every thought, causing wrongful choices. Slowly but surely she gained momentum and wisdom in these thoughts and choices and he slowly dissipated. When she looks back she can see that she had actually been carving a strong direction whilst climbing to greater heights, even whilst under adverse conditions. She also thought she caught a glimpse of shambolic suit case way off in the distance. She began to wonder whether Murphy may have had some input in the scheme of things, but she shook this off quickly in case she evoked him.