Attack on Titan Painting

A little background. My story of love for an art begins from childhood, as all my relatives were connected with this field. I saw how their eyes were bright when the topic came to drawing/painting, but at the same time they all had a big fear that it would not work. I have seen how people with great potential can destroy it by choosing the wrong profession. This uncertainty was transmitted to me. Every year, parents and relatives say that it's just a hobby, it's impossible to make money on it and extinguished my passion. When I had a choice where to study, I fell into their trap of doubt. Time passed and I couldn't find meaning of life, until suddenly, due to the lack of all emotions, I began to draw, because I had nothing to lose. At the moment I am creating and I am alive. Yes, I have a long way to go through discomfort and fear, but I will show my relatives that everything is possible in this world, I hope in the future I will inspire other people to do something of their own. In my paintings, the themes of hope, courage and sincere sensuality are more affected. Now, at the beginning of the journey, I'm trying all possible styles so as not to limit myself and my capabilities.