Dangerous Dilema between good and bad Painting

My love for arts was born from very young age in the nursary school. Since then I took part in several competitions for young painters and garfik illustrators. I won several awards and competitions. My pictures have been appreciated from many people and Art practitioners. After I became older and moved from my homecity in Bulgaria in Berlin Germany my taste changed over time and I only was making grafik pictures. Then I had a phase where I almost gave up Art, because my attention was not focused any longer on scatches e. g. But with the discovery of oil paint, like my grandfather had been painting decades ago, I gave it a shot and was inspired from the abilities and options I had now in my arsenal.