Dream Painting

Sensitive art from a delicate soul. I immerse in sensorial perception, inner conditions. I’m trying to go deep into graphic and painting both. Usually I prefer painting to express shinny, light and bright feelings and cases of my life. Colors are so good to convey such complicated things as love. I often address myself to the topic of adunation of strength and an appearing of complete huge and light energy as a result. In graphic I single out two different fields: dark and light. On the one hand I am sensible and sustainable, on the another hand I’m emotional and sensitive. I cannot remember myself first drawing or painting, cause it was on a very early childhood. Also I don’t remember myself not drawing. When I was a kid, I had a huge kit of paints (watercolor, oil, gouache, pastel) and tools for graphic (from coal to calligraphy pens), The kit belonged to my father, there were high quality Soviet tools, I still use some of them. The first stair in the art education was an art school for children in a little Siberian criminal town named Bratsk. The town was full of fights, crime families, lawlessness and illegal activity. I knew people died around the corner and I watched criminal movies on TV considering violent death was just normal experience in real life as on TV. But this constant sensation, death is always around, influenced me a lot. I remember myself reflected on death when I was 5. At that moment I realize this extremely small distinction between life and death, how they were similar to each other. The topic of death is still with me. I was studying in Zavarzov’s workshop again, I came along into academical painting and drawing. It was a very productive time — I studied how to convey materials and textures using a 8B pencil or tempera mixed with gouache. I spent hours until arrangement becomes perfect. In 2011 I entered in Krasnoyarsk State Art Institute and started to learn graphic design. I had many experiments in painting, printmaking and drawing in the institute as well. I really felt delight in studying and I was a good student. In 2015 I got a bachelor degree. Year later I realized I have to show my works and create more. I felt and I'm still feeling I create something important and big.