Fading memories Painting

Ellen R is an artist whose work explores the tension between human existence and the modern drive for efficiency. Their practice is deeply therapeutic, serving as a vital space to explore the corners of the mind where grief, pain, love, and hope reside. Through this process, the artist seeks to disrupt frenetic rhythms, inviting viewers to reconnect with their physical and emotional states in a world that often prioritizes functionality over the essence of being. In the "Call of the Void" series, also referred to as "Irregular Shape," Ellen R uses minimalist acrylic painting to express the experience of being a queer immigrant. The use of black—a color both comforting and distant—and irregular geometric forms serves as a metaphor for the feeling of being an "regular shape" within rigid systems. These works navigate the "presence of absence" and the magnetic pull of uncertainty, turning vulnerabilities inside out to fill the gaps between expectation and reality. The artist’s work extends into digital photography and illustration, capturing moments of spontaneity and natural tranquility. Whether depicting the movement of urban wildlife or dismantling societal barriers in digital compositions, Ellen R advocates for empathy and connection. For the artist, the act of creating is a form of meditation and grounded existence—a way of living and breathing that allows for a raw, authentic connection to the self and the world.