Derivative

Despite the near organic nature of my growth as an artist, I find myself staring at pieces and just feeling late. I've been surrounded by classical painters and illustrators since I was a child and it in noway inspired me to follow suit. But again, I find myself thoroughly disliking certain works for the sheer reason they belong in a bargain bin with the other knock off works of trash. Art is not a communal experience for everyone. For some it's a coping mechanism and an avenue of respect from ones peers, family, and self.