Not today, but tomorrow

‘Not today, but tomorrow’, is derived from a personal tension, an unknown anxiety towards her family and domestic environment, which emerged when she acknowledged the possibility of her grandmother’s death. “My experience of this anticipated loss brought about a distress that figures in this body of work. At the start of the project, my aim was to locate this feeling of unease. I needed to witness, to make visible, the unfamiliar tension I had towards my family and domestic environment. I wanted to spotlight this unfamiliar change to ensure it would not go un-remarked. I had to witness, watch and attend to this change, making it visible to those around me, in my own urgent state of awakening”.