Being open to challenge Painting

I'm from Latvia. I've been painting since I was little. For me, art is meditation, a very spiritual process. I put a piece of my soul into it. I'd like to inspire others with my work. Create feelings of happiness and harmony. In my opinion, it's quite captivating to show this through nature. I find it's colors, flowing lines and forms especially intriguing. I hope this reflects in my work. While painting, I use a palette knife, instead of paintbrushes to create textures, as well as backgrounds for my paintings. I've had 12 solo art exhibitions. Regarding my education, I have a degree in psychology and have attended art school. I am a professional artist with 17 years of experience. My secret I find it very difficult to comment on or describe my art because most of the time I find myself in a state of trance. I often don’t remember mixing colors or painting. I feel like an instrument in someone else’s hands. Every painting comes to me like a feeling, all I can do is sit there and observe. While I’m working, I often receive certain information about events that reveal themselves after some time, philosophical questions, or even quantum theory. It’s like falling into an infinite void, where everything is light, like another world.