Mysterious way Painting

When everyone around me told me that an artist is not a profession, I changed my dream and went to study to become an engineer. Now I have the income and experience of a specialist ... and the feeling that I have missed something important .. Now I am finally on maternity leave and I have time to return to my dream. I paint, I enjoy, I live this and my little daughter. As soon as my daughter falls asleep, I dive into this exciting world of drawing. And as soon as I painted another picture, I miss my husband and daughter again and return to them. This is my world now, this is what I enjoy. And do you know what I think about this? I really didn't need education to paint. You need a soul for this, but does the university teach how to feel this world? How can they teach you how to see this world? Only you know this, not one of the teachers or other artists. I do not follow trends in art, I want to paint what is really beautiful and fascinates me. I enjoy it and I want to give my mood to you, which lives on my canvases.