Something like a samurai Painting

I am not a professional artist, and I sincerely believe that I cannot draw. I'm a professional writer, but when I take a break from writing novels or find it difficult to continue writing a book, I pick up the liner. My thoughts, my plots, my doubts take a bizarre form and are thrown out on paper. Until the last moment I don’t know what exactly I’m drawing. Sometimes this secret is never revealed to me. And then my readers and my viewers decide for themselves what they see in my paintings. And these mutual reflections on my drawings are most important to me.