Vicious circles of emotions, thoughts and behaviors. Painting

In my art, I always send a message to the viewers, I like to experiment with different colours, shapes and textures. I really like abstract art, vibrant colours depending on the message I want to convey to others. My painting reflects my moods, my feelings, my emotions ... Through my art I express certain messages for people who have low self-esteem and feel lonely, sad or that the sky is falling on their head ...when I create my art I don't just rely on a brush and a pencil, I always experiment with new things, sometimes I use napkins, bottle caps, chains, geometric wooden figures, shovels, comb ... as a rebellious being I don't focus on just one style, or in certain colours sometimes mix them in one canvas. As a means of inspiration I can say that dreams inspire me, every night I dream what I would like to paint the next day, anything inspires me to paint, a quote , a song, a tragedy family, friends, bad experiences and good ones I had had in my life, different cultures with which I lived in the trajectory of my life What motivates me to paint? a desire to move forward, experiencing colour, shape and expression.