The Last Goodbye Photograph

Born in a city called Ludhiana then raised in Chandigarh, now based in Mumbai, India. At the age of 9 I had realised life had more meaning then just to study and get good grades although this realisation made me a mediocre student but helped me to evolve to make me what I am today. Since then I experimented to see what I will fall in love with. In the start I became passionate about athletics, at the age of 11 I had a record of 12seconds for completing 100meter. Later in life due to few injuries and been kicked out of my first school I moved on from athletics, after that I moved from one thing to another like learning how to play piano from there to making sculptures with Papier-mâché along with making objects with clay moulding later shifted to aeromodelling. After all this failed to ignite the passion in me I decided to find other ways to express myself to this world. It was then I decided to write books, short stories and perhaps my way to write a novel, although I thought this was it, two years later I realised it was not my way of living. In my 2nd year of collage I came across photography and it was an instant connection, life seemed complete for me. I learnt whatever and everything about photography and cameras through youtube. How everything seemed to make sense I realised even as a child I loved clicking pictures. I tried almost everything in photography, till I understood what my calling was and after years of being in a loving relationship with photography I realised nude- art was how I would express myself. Finding my peace with everything around me, to feel true happiness. To be free in this tangled world I made my own world through my art. The aim of my art is to show that one can find beauty even in the most chaotic places, love can be found in a world where people lost their will to live, the reality of anxiety, depression, negativity, anger, pain and emotions which make us throw ourselves in a pit from which there is no coming back yet we find a way to pull ourselves together. Trying to find my own light or the end. I want to be as true as possible with myself to show this world my world and this is the only way I can express myself. I learnt about myself that I can lose myself to my own insanity if I don't produce nude-art, like a child kept away from food for too long. I could say I might not love humans or any living thing the way I love photography.