Alone in the field Print

Hello friends, my name is Oksana, I am a refugee from the war. I'm in a foreign country, I don't know the language (I use Google Translate) I can't do anything because I have panic attacks, the only thing that calms me down is drawing. In short, I figured it out! Help me please . I have been on panic attack meds for so long and they are not working. My doctor said it's not a disease. This is a real fear. The body's protective reaction. I did not live in an occupied city, but in the center of the country. But I can't go back home, physically I can't. I was very scared during the war. And I'm afraid of rockets! My boyfriend, like other men, is not allowed to leave the country. I can't go home until the war is over. And the war goes on for so long. If it is for a very long time? And childbearing age passes. I have a cyst and a fibroid. I need to have a baby urgently. I found the only way out, where me and my boyfriend can live. This house has a basement and is as close to the border as possible, so that I have the least fear. I have no money at all. Please help me, drop as much as you can. Better still, buy a painting from me. I believe that I will be able to earn this money with honest work. And you will receive a work of art, which in the future after our victory may even become very expensive and bring you profit. All the same, I can't do anything else except drawing. I can't even write. Although before the war I was a writer. Help me please. I understand that a man should take financial responsibility, but this is how it turned out in my life. I have no other way out. Help me please. I understand that a man should take financial responsibility, but this is how it turned out in my life. I have no other way out.