Featureless Painting

That I am an artist, I realized quite recently. I realized this especially clearly when, for various reasons, I wanted to quit painting, but I realized that I could no longer live without the smell of paints, without the alluring lightness that painting gives me. I also understood that I should give what was given to me from Above, and that being an artist is my vocation. I think that for each person his purpose was determined long before his birth. But it opens in different ways, at one time, the main thing is not to drown it out, and not to pass by, this - "our". My style is probably myself. He just formed over time like my image. A year ago, I was fascinated by the idea of showing that people with different creative perceptions see the same thing in a completely different way. Someone sees darkness, melancholy and despondency in my paintings. Someone sees the light. I set out on the canvas the depth of my inner world and it is not gloomy, it is deep and thoughtful. Black is humble and arrogant at the same time. Black is lazy and simple, but mysterious. But above all, the black one says: "I don't bother you - don't bother me either." I am inspired by nature, stories of people, sounds of nature, scents and music. Inspiration is what is inside us, it is the very state that sometimes cannot be expressed in words, and we express this through creativity. It always comes in different ways. A muse comes to me when I hear good music. In my life I live by music, this is a kind of meditation, I need it. Much can be experienced through music. It can be a phrase from a song that pleases your heart, or a melody that you immerse yourself in. I love to admire the sunsets. I peer into the sunset sky and dissolve in my feelings, clarity comes in my thoughts, you know exactly what to do next. And some other nagging feeling of slight sadness, but it is not unpleasant, but rather, on the contrary, pacifies, as if you are rocked in a boat moored to the shore. It is well written when the weather is cloudy, when it is raining.