Self portrait Painting

My parents and elder sister are doctors. Farther is surgeon and smart talented artist, he designed built and decorate our family house. From an early age, I studied scientific literature on medicine and the anatomy of the human body, looked at albums with photos of surgical operations, listened to family conversations about patients and reanimatology cases. I graduated the architectural Institute. Building construction and challenges of the implementation of design project always attracted me. The aspiration for knowledge, faith in the scientific approach, the anatomy of the human body, skeletons of buildings, arteries of engineering communications, as well as science fiction that excites the imagination, and dreams of Space led me to the desire to become an author of works on the power of human consciousness and spirit. Vibrating fibers are like luminous prominences... They explode, rush about, soar freely and cluster recklessly. Like resonating threads, they merge into an elastic stream and rive into light - this is what the “soul” looks like... I ask the viewer not to search for finished images in the outlines of my paintings. One needs not to blindly obey our brain as it sorts through incoming information. I advise you to let go consciousness, allow yourself to enjoy minutes of free perception. Don’t judge and don’t explain, immerse yourself into the picture wholly, leaving no trace, like you would jump into the waters off a hanging cliff having no second thoughts. By pure force of will I can transpose myself into an incredibly exciting and alluring world - a space of intuition and imagination. This place / condition is almost impossible to convey verbally and the help of everyday meanings that a personses in life - but something of that end can be defined as: the Absolute, the vibrating energy infinity. That place lacks me as girl, as a person, the place has every living thing United. Some thing is always happening in each corner of infinity, something special, completely different and at the same time unified. With incorporeal vision, i can peer into the energy, as if into space beyond: i see demons cuddled in the heap and moaning soundlessly, forests glowing and shimmering with endless threads, mouth-sewn leeches crumbling down, a hood- cloaked stranger slowly dragging his flowing ooze of force, and a bottomless pit filled with resin, from which decaying heads of idols stretch, a two-faced entity flirting with you in illusion. I peer more bravely and the longer I peer, the more clearly and succinctly comes to me the realization of how unlimited this “world” is: there is no time or physical determined space, there is only pure radiance, which has excellent imagination and great sense of humor. The abstractive style of my paintings express the interior of my mind that is filled with thoughts about human being, complex feelings that reflex my soul. Plaster and oil give me the chance to embody my subconscious world in matter. I find the freedom when I work.

Painting:Oil on Canvas

Original:One-of-a-kind Artwork

Size:41 W x 56 H x 8 D in

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