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Without Reason? Pt 2 Drawing

Lavinia De Ayr

United Kingdom

Drawing, Pencil on Paper

Size: 4.6 W x 6.5 H x 0 D in

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None of us had dyed our hair that colour during era of this event! I felt endangered I moved house to get away from what had already got bad Only to move into what was about to get a lot worse! I am not going to say uncertain of occurrence this time! But, this what I would like the viewer to get from this piece.......... The individual behind what I have experienced as a survivor in the experience of being stalked has a pattern of spatiality in their pattern of antic creation! Intimidation with a complex need to create spatially aligned events? I return home I find a very straight what looks like a dyed strand of hair "Strand" maybe operative due to their previous creations via location? The hair is straighter than our West Indian hair even if it was relaxed, or straightened I swear I did not pick the hair up from anywhere else! I swear by it being deliberately place! I sellotape the hair to a sheet of A4 white paper I leave that A4 white paper on a metallic music stand it remains there for a good amount of time Yet when visited by law professional regard the matter of a broken kitchen window. I completely forget to mention the hair as possible evidence. Though it would have been visible, if they could have recognised the hair placed under sellotape for what it was, due to the individual sitting close to where the music stand was! So, this weekending the 09/06/2018 I just realise literally in the moments I am writing this piece That on two occasions whilst out doing my job this week! As I had been driving along For some reason on two occasions it stood out to me - 2 different women? In cars Have drawn attention to the way they were holding what looked like A4 blank paper? Weird but true observation! An authority? & A civilian? Weird? Strange? The things any of us pick up on! Question is: Is it a form of being targeted? If so who am i being targeted by now, and why? An authority? A Civilian? ^ It is an abuse Which is made to look like nothing! It is an abuse Which is made to look like I am the only one! It is an abuse If visually seen as scars and bruises something would have been already been easier to understand! To stop the woman (dashboard? clawed hand?) To stop the man Behind each antic they had brung, and began! It is an abuse Which fuels a wall, and continues into the hall of silence! It is an abuse Which captivates and overwhelms the ones................................... Is it an abuse? Not just in the imagination! It is an abuse ^ However, what actually occurred again is........... I returned home Found hair on cushion which was on white metal day bed located in living room of bungalow flat! Identified as not being my own, or my daughters! Carefully removed the hair placing it under sellotape on a sheet of A4 white paper! Didn't give incident another thought after going through the harrowing feelings again, of my home being entered! Days later out and about Along the high road Walking I begin to sense an uneasy tense energy Walking near the underpass slope in the area of the High Road Close to where I lived! A young girl teenage to the age of a young woman aged 18-21 About my height 5ft 2" Wearing - I think it was a pastel pink polar neck style jumper Similar to one I used to where when I moved into the area! The whole atmosphere on the street just got close, tense, it literally felt steamy, like violently steamy, with an intense tightness? This girl walked past me Creamy coloured skin not quite olive skinned Threateningly she looked at me Whilst trying not to be noticed look Like with a fear or expectancy for me to react to her? A very pure nervous tension! Expectant of a reaction or response as to how spitefully, sick, and blatant whatever this individual, or individuals behind this individuals were doing, and prepared to continue to do! I somehow immediately realised what had happened It to me was the feeling of I have entered your house! Because I recognised the hair colour, and texture to be the same as I found in my home! I did not recognise this woman/girl directly She may be mixed race between black or white, African, Persian? Though, i did not recognise this person directly she did remind of the look of someone I knew, who knew someone who looked like her. Therefore, this person may have been the child of someone I once knew. Who was operating a revenge campaign in the area. Maybe not just toward me. In all I express regarding my experience in the social housing system, they are others going through if not the same, if not worse, or but a similar experience to what I have. Those who may not be able to articulate, or convey the creation of 'non-evidence' which accompanies countless incidents! The whole time I lived in that place Was a feeling of someone who just needed to have my home I was asked more than once if I was the only one living at that property It was an indication to me that others where witness 'other' people entering my property But, yet had a hold over anyone telling me what they were doing! Who could have such a hold? Or who could be so corrupt? Somebody got away with claiming something - which allowed them to get away way with what they were doing? Bribery for silence? If bribery by what? Bribed with what exactly? During the period of experience I was actually out of work! Due to the build up of incidence of stalking I lived off of benefits, and for a time my health suffered! Whether at home, in my home, or out on the road I was under constant discomfort, and a level of scrutiny. The body does not lie about what it goes through! I am so Thankfully, Gratefully, Blessed, to repent, and surrender to the forgiveness, and opportunity life, art, and therapeutic self expression is, and for the joy, strength, and better health it has brought into my life, and continues to bring to my life! ^ Amen! ^ Selah! ^ Allah! ^ Amen! ^ Thank You for my healing from all the events which happened, and those depicted as an imaginative impression! ^ Amen! ^ Thank You for My Healing! ^ I think this incident occurred 2012 but am not 100% sure! ^ Is the solution here to make it harder and harder for those who stalk individuals by grooming and controlling many others? ^ To be free of the Mind of the ego! ^ Natural Flowism! A Freedom of Being! ^ Let Freedom Reign! ^ Amen! ^ Yahweh! ^

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Drawing:Pencil on Paper

Original:One-of-a-kind Artwork

Size:4.6 W x 6.5 H x 0 D in

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Born in London. From kitchen table top, to connecting to the market place creating a hub of creativity. I have had the opportunity and privilege to live and experience many different area's in England and addresses in and around London, living in different social conditions, with a different set of challenges and joy's at each location. These experiences continue to be the biggest influence and inspiration for my work to date, inspiring imaginative impressions, which translate into expressions of fictional characters, and decorative designs. Whilst I did attend formal schooling, I did manage to achieve leaving secondary schooling without qualifications. Later gaining qualifications by investing in vocational training. I initially took up sketching to help me with clothes design, attending a local community college, it was a cheaper option as a young parent at the time. I come from a background of naturally creative people, where things like clothes were made without patterns, or any prior preparation for design. It was a time of instinctive survival, with a jump in and get it done way of living and thinking, learn on the go type of attitude toward life. Writing poetry plays the role of being my first point of creativity, it is a combination of free flow journal writing, "free flow" is a method of unblocking personal expression. Examples of this is the pen sketch and textile remnant journals, where poetry, meaningful sayings, and short messages meet. Expressing myself through writing journals, poetry, and even finding a way of writing threw creating an image, led me to explore painting as a further means of deeper self expression, exploration and release. What emerged is a spontaneous method of painting, composition admittedly is not a study in every piece initially, but emerges in the form of allowing a subject to develop in a space, in whatever form or position it takes. Coming from the era where Art was not seen as a proper job, taking that notion on - for a long time. I struggled to come terms with art as anything other than frivolity, despite being a creative. To understand my work further; The experience behind the creative process. Throughout my life as a child to present day I have been effected by the collection of behaviours known as Stalking. As a child and teen I witnessed others experiences.

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