cant look away Painting

Female figures, fruits, vases, and other everyday things, depicted in abstract ways – all resonate in my mind and most often convey my experiences, thoughts, regrets and suppressed emotions, finding an outlet in material form on canvas at specific moments. Comfort, sadness, longing and love, tranquility, fear and the search for something divine – these are usually the themes I strive to portray. I simply express what I feel, without attachment to the past, present or future. All times are reflected in thoughts in one way or another, both frightening and not so. The quince will forever be associated with fear after the experienced attempted robbery, when I returned home completely emotionless and tried to eat the tasteless fruit that I once liked, attempting to feel 'as usual.' I never finished that quince. The girl hides her face with her hand, shutting herself off from the reality outside the window, despite appearing like a dream; she is surrounded by ghostly figures and broken objects. Sometimes it's an anxiety without a defined form, and it can't be said whether it's realistic or imagined. Figures and symbols repeat as often as certain memories replay in my mind.